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October 29th, 2008


09:50 am
Going back to Raytheon in the fall!! :)

I'm excited, gonna be working in Andover this time

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July 24th, 2008


04:21 pm
um, they are remaking Rocky Horror Picture show....... probably is going to suck ugh

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July 12th, 2008


08:56 pm - ................
ugh, you know that you're poor when you walk from Boylston to Copley just to say the 45 cents by taking the bus instead of the green line, and yes i am poor

So i applied for this scholarship back in like April, and i interviewed for it Wednesday, if i get it, it's worth 2,500 dollars a year! woo!

almost September, can't wait to get away from my douche roommate, most inconsiderate ass i have ever met

GO SEE THE WACKNESS, it was really really good, kinda like Requiem For A Dream, kinda, it's good, go see it

SOOOO, omg, guess what i get to do at the end of August, that's right, i get to go to California!!, see when my grandmother died she left her condo, which after funeral expenses and blah blah blah and being split between the three sisters my mom had some money left over to take us on a family trip to California, I'm excited, i have never been west of the Mississippi, haven't been on a plane since i was 2, and our family hasn't had a vaca in like 6 years, and those were always crappy, so ya, it'll be fun

my friend is gonna be in Rocky Horror stage show, so if you wanna join its gonna be in Danvers on August 8th

that is about it for now

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March 3rd, 2008


07:11 pm
sooooooo!

We got the apartment that we wanted on the hill for september 2008!!!

SO, it is located at 91 Hillside and is on the second floor. The whole apartment is a good size with high ceilings. There is a good size living room and all 4 rooms are also a really good size. There is a large pantry and a nice kitchen with updated appliances. Then there is a private deck with trex decking so it is that stuff that you can't get splinters with and it has a built in bench. So overall it is really really nice and my new roomates are all really cool people so as much as i like what i have now i kinda can't wait.

Pictures of it are here on FB: http://northeastern.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2161654&id=1816523

I mean, my coop right now with CVS is ok, but it isn't fantastic or anything, maybe when i have some travel days i will feel differently

SO then also this past saturday me and Cait and Katie went to go see Rocky Horror Picture Show at the loews in cambridge cause i have been wanting to go forever and Benson's boyfriend Bobby was going to be playing Rocky so i was like "PERFECT!" lol, so got to see Benson for the first time in a while, and got to hang out with Cait and Katie, the show was good and just kinda fun, kinda can't wait to go again when it is warm out

so that is about it for now!

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February 26th, 2008


11:14 pm
SOOOOOOO

If everything goes well tommorrow me and my new roomates will be putting down a deposit on a new place for next September, i will elaborate if the deal goes through, but this place is really really nice

then of course, i now need to stop buying anything cause between a deposit and rent i am just about at the bottom of my cash reserves, ugh, paying your own way sucks

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December 22nd, 2007


11:42 pm
so this is gonna be a interesting holiday season, so i woke up this morning to the news that my grandmother had passed during the night, which is good that her pain has ended, but sad for obvious reasons....

so the wedding the the decade is about to happen, my cousin is getting married on the 31st at the four seasons in boston, gonna be one of those totally lavish weddings, and then the 2nd we are gonna have the wake.... ugh

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November 28th, 2007


02:11 pm
so my grandmother is dying...... so if i seem off that is why ..... :(

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July 23rd, 2007


09:21 am
so apparently late last week doug died...... like i said, could have been a while, could have been short.... and it turned out really really short....

well i didn't get to go see him one last time, which really sucks, funeral thursday

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July 20th, 2007


06:27 pm - WTF
ok......
.........
..........

so for those of you that pay attention to my LJ, probably just mollie, i had been talking about Doug in past posts.... he had had a massive aneurysm in his brain, and had gone into a coma, which totally sucked, but then he came out of the coma, and was getting better, and it was amazing, he was really getting better.....
....
well, then the blood in his brain finally got back down around a normal level, and when they did an MRI it could now show the massive tumor in his head......

I really don't know what to say, he is one of those ppl that has just had a huge effect on my life, and in a couple months, or maybe more, or maybe less, he will be gone, the tumor is inoperable, and really it is just a matter of time, i really hope i get to see him one last time, like i always say, i just don't know anymore

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June 29th, 2007


04:56 pm - Coop comes to an End
OK, so my first coop has come to an end....

for those sports fans not paying attention i worked for Raytheon. So it was a really really really great coop, my manager was fabulous, coworkers were great, and the company was just really awesome to work for. SO if you are going on coop i highly suggest. Now, i have 2 more to go and i don't want to work there next rotation cause i want to do something completely different, but i might go back for a third. SO ya, happy.... but sad..... gonna miss it..... classes start monday ugh

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June 8th, 2007


10:55 am
wow, i hate to sound like a Raytheon whore, but i totally have had just a totally awesome coop there. So yesterday we had our "outbrief to management" which was basically about 15 of us coops presented to coop advisers, managers and the new coops.

So we presented in IDS HQ and had a little networking thing after. I got to meet a really cool guy that works in the Freedom Theater. Then after that my manager is like "wanna go grab dinner?" so i was like sure! So me and my rideshare went to Longhorn with my manager and we ended up there for like two and a half hours lol, and yes, the mean was on what we like to call Uncle Ray. So i am sad that i am gonna be leaving that company and not returning for my second coop. I just really want to explore other things, but i am also excited about possibly returning for a third and who knows, maybe employment after college!! So ya, basically, couldn't have asked for a better first coop or a better manager.

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April 18th, 2007


07:57 pm
she's gone.....

it was painless... it was fast.... and i couldn't be any sadder then i am right now

We dug a hole, the vet came to our house, they shaved her front legs, i held her as they put the needle in, it was just so fast, she coughed and coughed, and her head laid down and she was gone, i have know this dog for half my life and she is gone, she has never been still, not even during sleep and for the first time not in life but in death she was still, i love you zoey, and i will never forget you, could never have wished for a more perfect and amazing dog, rest in peace

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April 17th, 2007


09:40 pm
we're putting my dog down tomorrow........

she has been the most perfect dog we could have ever asked for and i am gonna miss her so much but i am glad we can make the decision that it is her time to go and that .... i just really don't know what to say here... gonna miss her, like a part of the family dying

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February 16th, 2007


05:39 pm - Just don't know anymore.....,
well this has just been a fucking record of deaths of people i know lately, i got home today, a girl i knew, Emily Maurand, she dated my brother for a while, i knew her brother, we did some youth group stuff together, church stuff, i would see her at CVS in the pharm, well she died on tuesday. They say it was an accidental death but i know what she was taking and i also know that she was just a depressed person, so i just don't know, her mother of all people found her in the closet of her house dead from a failed huffing attempt, so ya, i just don't know anymore.... i mean, it sounds awful but i almost would feel better about it if i knew for sure that she died of a accident cause she was just a troubled person.... so ya, doug is stable for now... we'll see about that
Current Mood: [mood icon] sad
Current Music: Green Day - Adam's Song

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February 6th, 2007


10:32 pm
Still Hoping......

This is the update Scott forwarded me today for all that are interested:

I had an update earlier
this afternoon from Jürgen who’d just come from seeing him.  He was
airlifted from Beverly to Brigham & Women’s I think 2
nights ago.  He is in a coma, in critical condition, hooked up to lots of
tubes.  Jürgen spent 15 minutes praying, reading scripture, & anointing
him.  No family was around when Jürgen was there.  He spoke to the
social worker who said it’s a critical situation and could go either way. 
The s.w. said that one good thing was that he seemed to be responding to
pain.

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February 2nd, 2007


11:00 pm
Well, it has been a while.....

OK, so Raytheon is great, it is better then i could have ever hoped, i get paid great, great benefits, great environment. Everyone there is just so friendly and my supervisor is just so much fun. So i am doing Raytheon on a 9/80 schedule, so i work mon-thurs 7:30-5, fri 7:30-4 week one and mon-thur 7:30-5 with friday off during week 2, so i get every other friday off, it rocks

Then i am also working one day a week at CVS, so nice to only be there one day a week....

Now the sad news.... yes there is always sad news.....
So if i seem a little off in the next few days, or if the possible happens.... Doug, a man that really made a big impact in my life from 6-8th grade, he was our youth group leader back when i was really into youth group, he was a awesome guy, great friend etc etc...

Apparntly he had a brain anerism, i am pretty sure that is what it was, and it burst.... the good news is that he didn't die.. people usually die like immediatley when that happens, so he is in a coma right now and i guess just keep him in your minds, i know, the whole god thing, i haven't been into it much lately but doug really needs it, it is still possible that he could die, or come out of the coma as a vegtable, i honestly would be beside myself with either of those outcomes, so ya, i just don't know.... i'll post the outcome here when i know it....

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October 22nd, 2006


12:34 pm
so friday mike epps performed, he was 45 minutes late, as in like 45 minutes after when he was supposed to start, and then was that amazing, i wish they had gotten pablo again, oh well, and he was high as a butterfly

then the dude that came on saturday night showed up at 7:10 for a 7:30 start when he was supposed to be there for a 6 oclock sound check, lol, and was like "so i've got these cds" and we were like "what cds?" cause appanrntly someone was supposed to give us a cue list for the cds, nope! so we ran the cds up to the booth, and everything started to go smooth, then when the cds were supposed to be played, nothing!! and he hadn't given us the backup, so he had to explain to us while on stage (which is ok cause he is improv) where in the bag the cd was, and then i had to run it up to the booth,

the best part of the weekend was getting free pumpkins courtesy of Northeastern, they had them in the foyer of blackman as part of the parents weekend stuff, and after the show haley came to meet me, and everybody was gone, so we took 2 large pumpkins and 3 small ones, hehe, gotta get the most for my tuition!!
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Current Music: Muzak - Lit - Four

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September 30th, 2006


09:43 pm
so on the still sad side, there really isn't a day i don't think about deb, and it's gonna be really bad when i go back and work at the store, but i have some happy news too!

so in january the wall is coming down!! no not the berlin wall, that one was already gone, but the wall between CVS 1259 and blockbuster!!! that's right we finally beat them into submission and we are knocking down the wall and expanding into their space!! so we will have like twice the space, omg, and new fixtures, since the ones we have right now are total shit, so happy, i can't wait!!! finally gonna work in a real store and not a shithole!!

also, had some fun, drove the budget truck today, hehe, broke like 3 laws while doing so cause i am not 25, am not on the lease aggrement, and i'm sure another one too, but omg, awsome truck, great accelertaion, scary cause of its size but so much fun to drive!!

so ya, i am pumped for expansion, and for co-op, can't wait!
Current Mood: [mood icon] weird
Current Music: Disturbed - Down With The Sickness

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September 25th, 2006


08:39 am - Wake/Funeral
Ok, so friday was the wake, and ya, it was a pretty tough wake, a bunch of us met at CVS and it was really cool to see how many ppl came, Deb really was just important to so many people, i think the worst was seeing her son, cause she had always been so worried about him in Iraq, and while there he had to get the call to come back for her... the open casket made it really really tough, i can't imagine not being able to say goodbye one last time though...

then saturday was the funeral, once again, just a really really sad day, but a great tribute to deb, there were people that no longer worked for the company that came with the group just because she had made that impact on their lives, and the length of the funeral procession was just amazing to see, so this is the final goodbye to deb, you were like a second mother to me, and i won't ever forget you.... rest in peace
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Current Music: Chevelle - Send The Pain Below

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September 19th, 2006


11:51 am
it's kinda funny, when my dad died, there really wasn't too much emotion, but now that she has died, when i went to talk to holly about it, i just started crying, i loved her so much, and i can't believe she's gone there just aren't any words

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